Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Today is sure unlucky day and anyway i wanna say happy birthday to my cousin Salihin!!! At times i feel that i just want to kill myself. I feel so tired living eventhough i'm just 14+. I never have any intention to repeat what i used to do last time(2008). Why no one understands me? I dunno who i could trust i dunno who i can talk to when i'm down. No one really understands me. All i need is space, understanding and a chence to have my space and freedom. I didn't mean no one could care about me but dun go over than that. Haix and today i disturb pek and ai like say, say sorry to her, say sorry to her and keep saying that and today very first time i asked her to shut up. And i told her that she's noisy.
Well Amin is really bad, he, chin siong likes to disturb me about my ear.. :( I swear i didn't ask for it and its very irritating when they disturb me about it. Haix why am i so 'special' what others dun have, i have? haix what am i suppose to do? I guess i'll end it here today:) Kinda not really in a mood for anything:)
Toodles! cherrio
♥our lips must always be sealed
26.1.10
